If sharing of thoughts == to hear rubbish, what you think its right, instead of discussing over the matter, listen to another side of opinion.. then there is no point of sharing any thoughts.
Especially when things u r doing are opp of what u preach..
BULL SHIT!!
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Changes got to be make!
Its been a long time since my last post.
Then I realise the last post it about my grandma.. Last friday, we attended the 100 days rital le!
Time flies.. 100 days are gone just with a blink of eyes.
Now, we are left with only 18 days, slightly more than 3 weeks before we say goodbye to 2011 and welcome 2012.
Will 21 Dec 2012 really be end of the world?!
Looking back at 2011, nothing is achieved! haha.. NO result after trying for so long.
I think I should not go on with KKH gynae, should approach my friend's recommended gynae instead.
Next, either reno of our master bedroom is required or a change of neighbourhood will be good.
See if the current house can sell at a good price.
Only while discussing with our friends who are in property lines then we realised there are so many rules and regulations from HDB that are beneficial to themselves rather than owners.
We are really leaser of our own flat will we manage to pay up in full.
Changes got to be make in order to move on/up otherwise everything will be status quo. Nothing will change!
Monday, September 05, 2011
03/09/2011
At 12+ mid night, I received a call from my mum.
Ah ma had left us. She had ended her suffering, to a better place.
The next day morning, I went down to my uncle's house, where the funeral will be held.
At abt 1pm, Ah ma arrived from the mortuary. She is so skinny, so unlike of how she is before.
My cousin told me, its Ah ma's birthday next week (which is this coming Sunday) but she never get to celebrate with us le.
The feeling is weird..
I feel relief for her. After all she had been bed-ridden for years, she got her leg amputate, she need to go for dialysis every 3 days, her skin was wrinkled, dry n itch alot. She suffered.
Now that she had gone to a better place, she need not to endure all these pain and uncomfort any more.
BUT she is gone.. from us. Nobody will feel good when our close ones left us.
Ah ma! R.I.P!
Ah ma had left us. She had ended her suffering, to a better place.
The next day morning, I went down to my uncle's house, where the funeral will be held.
At abt 1pm, Ah ma arrived from the mortuary. She is so skinny, so unlike of how she is before.
My cousin told me, its Ah ma's birthday next week (which is this coming Sunday) but she never get to celebrate with us le.
The feeling is weird..
I feel relief for her. After all she had been bed-ridden for years, she got her leg amputate, she need to go for dialysis every 3 days, her skin was wrinkled, dry n itch alot. She suffered.
Now that she had gone to a better place, she need not to endure all these pain and uncomfort any more.
BUT she is gone.. from us. Nobody will feel good when our close ones left us.
Ah ma! R.I.P!
Monday, August 29, 2011
Updates! Updates!
Air Tickets for Hong Kong trip BOOKED!!
Hotel for Hong Kong trip BOOKED
Trip CONFIRMED!
Yeah!
But its isnt cheap even thou we are flying via Tiger Airlines.
Airfares + Hotel cost around $1k for both of us le.
Counting down!!
Thursday, August 18, 2011
H.O.N.G.K.O.N.G
My friend is inviting us to join her on a trip to hongkong in Oct --> shopping, eating, shopping and eating!!!
The weather will be cold! A cold holiday that I am looking forward to!
Now got to wait and see if Mr Tay can go!
Once done, ticket n hotel can be book!
and we can start planning our virgin trip to 东方之珠！
PS: at the same time, I am telling myself not to pin too much hopes on it. I scare last min he will tell me he cant make it and then that is it.. I will be stuck in SG again.\
Actually I did thought of going myself if he cant make it but that will mean I need find another person otherwise I got to have one whole room to myself leh.. expensive!!
The weather will be cold! A cold holiday that I am looking forward to!
Now got to wait and see if Mr Tay can go!
Once done, ticket n hotel can be book!
and we can start planning our virgin trip to 东方之珠！
PS: at the same time, I am telling myself not to pin too much hopes on it. I scare last min he will tell me he cant make it and then that is it.. I will be stuck in SG again.\
Actually I did thought of going myself if he cant make it but that will mean I need find another person otherwise I got to have one whole room to myself leh.. expensive!!
Friday, August 05, 2011
One statement
One day, He mentioned to me:
你嫁了给我，不知道是我幸运还是你倒霉。
I ask him why?
He said: If I din marry him, I might be happier, with lots more things, gone more places, richer etc.
It strike me, linger in my heads.
I dunno why.
Maybe bcos I did think of that before in my mind, if I din marry him..
你嫁了给我，不知道是我幸运还是你倒霉。
I ask him why?
He said: If I din marry him, I might be happier, with lots more things, gone more places, richer etc.
It strike me, linger in my heads.
I dunno why.
Maybe bcos I did think of that before in my mind, if I din marry him..
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Finally I did it!
I had been talking abt sponsoring a child thru the world vision programme since long ago.
Things nv get started
I never make the first move.
I was watching a variety show by Channel 8 on Monday night, hosted by Fann Wong, called mission impossible.
They went to the Northern area of Chang Mai Thailand, poor refuges villages to help the villagers.
To let them learn a skill and let the kids have a chance to study, that is the only way to help them out of proverty.
I see the kids on the show. All so innocent, living in bad conditions.
Its remind me! Thing that I had been thinking abt and yet i did not do it till now.
So yesterday, I did it.
There are some kids from some areas where U can see their pics and choose; there are kids from certain countries protected under the child protection and security regulations, the details of these childern are not to be publish.
I choose to sponsor a child from Thailand where the kids are protected from child law.
The organisation will choose e child for me and send me the child profile.
This morning, when I check the email, i saw an email from WV.
Its consist of my sponsored child, a little gal, aged 4 ~~ Sathida from Northern Thailand's details and an intro to the place where she stay.
I am now a proud sponsored Mother! :)
This mark a special day in the Calender!
Things nv get started
I never make the first move.
I was watching a variety show by Channel 8 on Monday night, hosted by Fann Wong, called mission impossible.
They went to the Northern area of Chang Mai Thailand, poor refuges villages to help the villagers.
To let them learn a skill and let the kids have a chance to study, that is the only way to help them out of proverty.
I see the kids on the show. All so innocent, living in bad conditions.
Its remind me! Thing that I had been thinking abt and yet i did not do it till now.
So yesterday, I did it.
There are some kids from some areas where U can see their pics and choose; there are kids from certain countries protected under the child protection and security regulations, the details of these childern are not to be publish.
I choose to sponsor a child from Thailand where the kids are protected from child law.
The organisation will choose e child for me and send me the child profile.
This morning, when I check the email, i saw an email from WV.
Its consist of my sponsored child, a little gal, aged 4 ~~ Sathida from Northern Thailand's details and an intro to the place where she stay.
I am now a proud sponsored Mother! :)
This mark a special day in the Calender!
Tuesday, June 07, 2011
The day I flare up at Mr Tay’s boss’s wife aka his mum, my MIL.
Its on last wed, I was on MC, was at Rivervale mall doing some grocery shopping. My phone rang, it is from Mr Tay.
I answered but there come his mum’s voice. She asked me abt the conversation I had with my FIL. What did he say, didn’t he speak in a nice tone etc.
I told her, he did but the words he say/used wasn’t nice at all.
I flare up everything at her.
I cut her mid way.
I question her (with Mr Tay backing at the back – after that then I realises they are using speaker phone to talk to me)
I asked her if she is happy now although she own a flat – fully paid up, a business etc.
She replied me she isnt.
I asked her how much is enough?
She kept silence.
The conversation ended with Mr Tay took over the phone.
The fault isnt with her. But I cant stand the way she and her HB comment abt Mr Tay, how lowly they think of him, how incapable he is in their eyes.
Mr Tay told her, I wasn’t scolding her or throwing my temper at her.
I am just pointing her things that she cant see. Letting her know how big the world is, not just around them.
I hope I did bring across the message – if she want her son, she should let him go instead of holding on him bcos he is a cheap labour. Their characters arent suit to work together. The longer they work together, the worsen their r/s is…
I dunno if she understand but I hope she does. But actually its doesn’t matter cos the move is still with Mr Tay.
PS: Mr Tay miss a gathering session with his ex coll last sat as we were working at the shop.
His buddy came back with a news, a chance to go back his old trade.
He is still considering. I dunno how long he will take but I scare he will just brush the thoughts away again and go back to his current boss after his anger subside.
I got to constantly remind him, things wasn’t solved at all, since then till now cos problem is always being brush away, put it one side and carry on with life till one day its surface again.
I strongly feel that he got to make a first move with courage to make thing change.
I answered but there come his mum’s voice. She asked me abt the conversation I had with my FIL. What did he say, didn’t he speak in a nice tone etc.
I told her, he did but the words he say/used wasn’t nice at all.
I flare up everything at her.
I cut her mid way.
I question her (with Mr Tay backing at the back – after that then I realises they are using speaker phone to talk to me)
I asked her if she is happy now although she own a flat – fully paid up, a business etc.
She replied me she isnt.
I asked her how much is enough?
She kept silence.
The conversation ended with Mr Tay took over the phone.
The fault isnt with her. But I cant stand the way she and her HB comment abt Mr Tay, how lowly they think of him, how incapable he is in their eyes.
Mr Tay told her, I wasn’t scolding her or throwing my temper at her.
I am just pointing her things that she cant see. Letting her know how big the world is, not just around them.
I hope I did bring across the message – if she want her son, she should let him go instead of holding on him bcos he is a cheap labour. Their characters arent suit to work together. The longer they work together, the worsen their r/s is…
I dunno if she understand but I hope she does. But actually its doesn’t matter cos the move is still with Mr Tay.
PS: Mr Tay miss a gathering session with his ex coll last sat as we were working at the shop.
His buddy came back with a news, a chance to go back his old trade.
He is still considering. I dunno how long he will take but I scare he will just brush the thoughts away again and go back to his current boss after his anger subside.
I got to constantly remind him, things wasn’t solved at all, since then till now cos problem is always being brush away, put it one side and carry on with life till one day its surface again.
I strongly feel that he got to make a first move with courage to make thing change.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
The day I talked back to my HB's boss aka my FIL
Not today.
I did it on last sat over the phone.
Over some stupid, ridiculous remarks by him.
The story goes like this:
I saw cheap tickets to Auckland. Planning a trip there in Nov.
So Mr Tay called up to ask if possible to go on the trip. The boss wasnt ard to answer the call. Awhile later, he called back. I was at the counter so I answered the call.
I asked him the question
Me: We saw cheap air tickets so we are wondering if he can go for the trip
Boss: He had gone for many days of leaves this year le. If he is working for other people, this way of working also wun be accepted by other people de. (Note: we only went a 5D4N trip over weekend to BKK n a 2D1N trip over weekend to Malacca)
Then he go off work from Defu early at 4+pm then only 7pm then reached woodland and tell me he overslept. (FYI, its only a one time incident. He reached home 4+ close to 5pm, he told his boss he take a short nap like 30min and will reach at 6pm. He did oversleep and thus reached woodland at 7pm -- this is what they did when Mr Tay was stationed at woodland, sometimes they reached only at 8+pm, for what?!)
He never seriously work de plus we are short handed liao etc etc etc. (He goes on complaining about Mr Tay's working attitude)
Dun talk about cheap air fare ah, I have a couple of free trips I also cant go ah. Tell u, we should work hard, earn more when we are young. Shld not be keep thinking abt play, have fun. Next time we go on tour together, dun worry about the air fare, dun need you all to pay hor?! ok?!
I got really angry. For the fact he rejected the 'application' of leave, for his comments on Mr Tay had went on for many days of leaves liao, for complaining of Mr Tay's working attitude etc etc.
Me: 如果你要这样讲,我也无话可说.
Boss: 不是我这样讲，你无话可说。etc etc etc
He went on but I continued what I want to say also. I dun care.
It is so unfair to Mr Tay. I got really fed up, pissed off and irritated!!
Straight to the point, he just unfair to his another 'worker' aka his 2nd son cos that fellow had never gone for a single holiday as of now. But H.E.L.L.O nobody said he cant go!! And in fact, Mr Tay is more than willing to cover him if he will to go but he himself dun want it. He said he cant let go of the business blah blah blah.
His 2nd son want to be a caveman that is his problem!! We dun have to become caveman just because he choose to be one! We work hard and we play hard! Even the retail shop worker had gone back twice to her hometown for 1 week each time. And coming July she is going back again.
Why she can go and Mr Tay cant?
Let me get the point straight:
1. Mr Tay only took 4 day of leaves for the BKK trip and 1 day for Malacca. So that is alot?! If he is working outside, it wun be accepted also. Please! I should have argue back, I was told to clear leaves. In fact quite a no. of my friends are too.
2. The boss did go for his free trips, unannounced somemore. We din know they went on the trip till the very day. Then Mr Tay will know the boss isnt ard and he need to cover him over the weekend.
3. The retail worker can go on leave, let her off on sat, leaving only 2 of us to work on sat. Can?! Short handed?! Ya RIGHT! our hands are short, not as long as hers.
4. We earn our own living, pay our own house and car, we spend our own holidays. I dun need sponsored trip from him at all. Esp his trip is CNY trip when I want to spend my CNY with my family members n relatives - CNY tradition. Mr Tay's reaction is the same, we can afford our own holidays, no need to be paid by other people.
I told Mr Tay: I am not going any trip with him. I will tell him, I cant take leave, my office is short handed! Haha..
5. I lead my own life! We have our own ways of relaxing and enjoying life. We enjoy travelling and that is our choice! Dun make us to follow ur(the boss) way just because U(boss) think U(boss) are right! ur(boss) logic is all work no play, ours is work hard play hard. We work smartly!
The boss just simply got this logic, work 18hrs a day is hardworking, work only 8hrs, U arent working enough. Even thou the work finished for both working hours are the same.
6. If the boss think Mr Tay's working attitude is bad, he (we) is more than happy to be sack! There are more jobs outside with much better working benefits + flexible working hours + apperication. But the fact that the boss wun sack him due to there is no way he cant find another so cheap labour!! The boss need him but yet flatten him as much as he could. Its a duplex, dun keep thinking without the boss, Mr Tay cant strive his own living. In fact, I think its the boss without Mr Tay, the retails and warehouse cant function normally.
I did it on last sat over the phone.
Over some stupid, ridiculous remarks by him.
The story goes like this:
I saw cheap tickets to Auckland. Planning a trip there in Nov.
So Mr Tay called up to ask if possible to go on the trip. The boss wasnt ard to answer the call. Awhile later, he called back. I was at the counter so I answered the call.
I asked him the question
Me: We saw cheap air tickets so we are wondering if he can go for the trip
Boss: He had gone for many days of leaves this year le. If he is working for other people, this way of working also wun be accepted by other people de. (Note: we only went a 5D4N trip over weekend to BKK n a 2D1N trip over weekend to Malacca)
Then he go off work from Defu early at 4+pm then only 7pm then reached woodland and tell me he overslept. (FYI, its only a one time incident. He reached home 4+ close to 5pm, he told his boss he take a short nap like 30min and will reach at 6pm. He did oversleep and thus reached woodland at 7pm -- this is what they did when Mr Tay was stationed at woodland, sometimes they reached only at 8+pm, for what?!)
He never seriously work de plus we are short handed liao etc etc etc. (He goes on complaining about Mr Tay's working attitude)
Dun talk about cheap air fare ah, I have a couple of free trips I also cant go ah. Tell u, we should work hard, earn more when we are young. Shld not be keep thinking abt play, have fun. Next time we go on tour together, dun worry about the air fare, dun need you all to pay hor?! ok?!
I got really angry. For the fact he rejected the 'application' of leave, for his comments on Mr Tay had went on for many days of leaves liao, for complaining of Mr Tay's working attitude etc etc.
Me: 如果你要这样讲,我也无话可说.
Boss: 不是我这样讲，你无话可说。etc etc etc
He went on but I continued what I want to say also. I dun care.
It is so unfair to Mr Tay. I got really fed up, pissed off and irritated!!
Straight to the point, he just unfair to his another 'worker' aka his 2nd son cos that fellow had never gone for a single holiday as of now. But H.E.L.L.O nobody said he cant go!! And in fact, Mr Tay is more than willing to cover him if he will to go but he himself dun want it. He said he cant let go of the business blah blah blah.
His 2nd son want to be a caveman that is his problem!! We dun have to become caveman just because he choose to be one! We work hard and we play hard! Even the retail shop worker had gone back twice to her hometown for 1 week each time. And coming July she is going back again.
Why she can go and Mr Tay cant?
Let me get the point straight:
1. Mr Tay only took 4 day of leaves for the BKK trip and 1 day for Malacca. So that is alot?! If he is working outside, it wun be accepted also. Please! I should have argue back, I was told to clear leaves. In fact quite a no. of my friends are too.
2. The boss did go for his free trips, unannounced somemore. We din know they went on the trip till the very day. Then Mr Tay will know the boss isnt ard and he need to cover him over the weekend.
3. The retail worker can go on leave, let her off on sat, leaving only 2 of us to work on sat. Can?! Short handed?! Ya RIGHT! our hands are short, not as long as hers.
4. We earn our own living, pay our own house and car, we spend our own holidays. I dun need sponsored trip from him at all. Esp his trip is CNY trip when I want to spend my CNY with my family members n relatives - CNY tradition. Mr Tay's reaction is the same, we can afford our own holidays, no need to be paid by other people.
I told Mr Tay: I am not going any trip with him. I will tell him, I cant take leave, my office is short handed! Haha..
5. I lead my own life! We have our own ways of relaxing and enjoying life. We enjoy travelling and that is our choice! Dun make us to follow ur(the boss) way just because U(boss) think U(boss) are right! ur(boss) logic is all work no play, ours is work hard play hard. We work smartly!
The boss just simply got this logic, work 18hrs a day is hardworking, work only 8hrs, U arent working enough. Even thou the work finished for both working hours are the same.
6. If the boss think Mr Tay's working attitude is bad, he (we) is more than happy to be sack! There are more jobs outside with much better working benefits + flexible working hours + apperication. But the fact that the boss wun sack him due to there is no way he cant find another so cheap labour!! The boss need him but yet flatten him as much as he could. Its a duplex, dun keep thinking without the boss, Mr Tay cant strive his own living. In fact, I think its the boss without Mr Tay, the retails and warehouse cant function normally.
S.T.U.P.I.D
I will still acknowledge him if I see him but that is all. I got nothing to say with unreasonable , double standard people. Dun make me argue and reason with U. We are easy going but that doesnt mean we can be and should be bully.
I know Mr Tay feel sad n hurt more than angry about holiday plans flop. He doesnt care much about the holidays but he feel sad that his hardwork had all gone down the drain. Not being appricated at all but only complains.
Hope he can get over it soon.
Friday, May 20, 2011
Sad..
Sad..
Hearing more n more of news friends around me getting preggy or wife is preggy with rabbit baby..
Sad for myself.
I think there is something wrong with us - physically n mentally.. Everything!!
Everything is just not right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let alone having the future genaration..
There isnt any passion at all.
Did I just think too much?
I am tired
I want to give up! Everything.. find my own happy self back..
Hearing more n more of news friends around me getting preggy or wife is preggy with rabbit baby..
Sad for myself.
I think there is something wrong with us - physically n mentally.. Everything!!
Everything is just not right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let alone having the future genaration..
There isnt any passion at all.
Did I just think too much?
I am tired
I want to give up! Everything.. find my own happy self back..
Monday, May 16, 2011
我很想念那冷冷的假期
不知道为什么，到现在我还是很想念去年的墨尔本假期。
是因为那是我的第一个冬天假日吧。
又或则是因为那是我和他的至今单独的假期。
First trip on flight, was a trip to Taiwan with another couple friends. Expected cold weather however, we were not given. Its was humid, hot alothugh the day end at 5pm.
2nd trip was to Bangkok with a big batch of friends! Haha..
3rd trip was to Bangkok still, with slightly lesser people but still there are 4 of them.
4th trip was the Australia trip! Which we went out of Singapore for 10Days, just he and me. I missed the weather, the people, the things we see, the time we spent together. Just us! Nope, we din manage to bring another little one back with us. Too bad. We need more trips! Haha..
5th trip was to Bangkok again! Haha.. With another couple friends.
So yes! 我这一生人，到现在只坐过5次飞机！哈哈哈！more to come! I know as long as the world stay.
Of cos in between, there are a couple of day trips, 2D1N trips, needless to be say all were complete with friends!
I dunno when will be our trip. Dunno if he can apply ‘leaves’ and how long of ‘leave’ can he go for it.
I had yet to plan my blocked leave this year.
He was commenting going Perth in November to find his friend。
我只希望假期快点来。我需要透透气啊！
PS:
Sidetrack – we are going Malacca on 21/22 for 2D1N trip．His brother called last week to ask so we are working on both 14/15 since we are going on trip next weekend. We had plans for the 15th le. So he told him no, we arent. His brother commented: So u r taking leaves la, not swopping shift hor?!
What kind of stupid logic is this?
I ask him why he din go on and ask – So I got leave de huh? 1 year how many days huh? So I can applied long leaves lor? Can apply no pay leave or not? Then got MC or not? Got medical claims?!
What kind of nonsenese are these?!
Who he think he is?
R.U.B.B.I.S.H
Thursday, May 12, 2011
Things do not always work out as planned.
Things get complicated.
People get complicated.
Things just doesnt work out as planned.
We will not know cos we arent GOD.
We cant predict and expect things to happen exactly the way we predicted.
We have to accept cos life still goes on, earth still turn, its doesnt stop at all.
Learn how to cope with it, get over it.
We cant be be living in gloomy mood, live in regrets and expect things will be back to what we expected. It will never happened.
This is what we can do to encourage ourselves to move on.
To treasure what we have and what is around.
Hope things just get better!
People get complicated.
Things just doesnt work out as planned.
We will not know cos we arent GOD.
We cant predict and expect things to happen exactly the way we predicted.
We have to accept cos life still goes on, earth still turn, its doesnt stop at all.
Learn how to cope with it, get over it.
We cant be be living in gloomy mood, live in regrets and expect things will be back to what we expected. It will never happened.
This is what we can do to encourage ourselves to move on.
To treasure what we have and what is around.
Hope things just get better!
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Wednesday, March 09, 2011
Tuesday, March 08, 2011
I love this song! 王力宏「你不知道的事」《戀愛通告》主題曲完整版MV 全球網路大首播
蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星
但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星
但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
我飞行 但你坠落之际
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事
Saturday, March 05, 2011
How hard did I/We try?!
I doubt i am fated to have a rabbit baby.
Been hearing friend A, B, C giving birth, been pregnant but no news from myself at all.
But to be fair, how hard did we try ine first place?!
Nope! I remember we started trying in June last year and since then till now, I can count how many times did we actually 'carry out the process' in order to conceive a rabbit baby. 4-5 times e most out of 9mths which includes 2 holidays trips.
How failure is it?
I think my irregular menes is a problem but when I told the gynae abt e nos of time in the length of months, he commented we aren't trying then.
How do I put it across?!
I already told him, even we aren't trying for baby, the freq isn't right either.
I think I m the problem. Too fat, not attractive at all beside we are also too stress n tired.
I already did watever I can..
I give up!!!
Frankly I am sad, disappointed and its hurts.
But What can I do?! I had make the steps, speak up, actions but stills its take 2 hands to clap.
The other hand isnt responsing to it. I cant force it.
Been hearing friend A, B, C giving birth, been pregnant but no news from myself at all.
But to be fair, how hard did we try ine first place?!
Nope! I remember we started trying in June last year and since then till now, I can count how many times did we actually 'carry out the process' in order to conceive a rabbit baby. 4-5 times e most out of 9mths which includes 2 holidays trips.
How failure is it?
I think my irregular menes is a problem but when I told the gynae abt e nos of time in the length of months, he commented we aren't trying then.
How do I put it across?!
I already told him, even we aren't trying for baby, the freq isn't right either.
I think I m the problem. Too fat, not attractive at all beside we are also too stress n tired.
I already did watever I can..
I give up!!!
Frankly I am sad, disappointed and its hurts.
But What can I do?! I had make the steps, speak up, actions but stills its take 2 hands to clap.
The other hand isnt responsing to it. I cant force it.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
新年快乐！
Its been some times since I last posted and CNY PH had actually passed us that fast.
This is the year of rabbit!! Hope everything will be fine for me, my family and all around me! :)
I hope the issue can be fix up ASAP to get things moving.
Everyone stay healthy in this year 2011!!
Friday, December 31, 2010
Looking back 2010
Today is the 1st last day of 2010.
After tmr, we will bid goodbye to 2010 and welcome 2011.
1 year just get past us quietly, unknowingly.
So what had I done / gotten this year?!
1. Got promoted finally in my 8 working year in the RED company
2. Senior left the team, leaving myself alone to fight against all new stuffs
3. First time taking commerical airline (not budget de!!) to Australia!! The trip that we had planned for that long and finally we were there.
4. During the Australia trip, first time experiencing winter! Cool! Love it! heehee.. (still nv see n feel snow before)
5. Get to know quite a nos of new friends thru Mr Tay.
That's all?! I cant think of much. Like nothing much achieve in this year..
Nvm, most impt is to learn to treasure whatever we have and simple is a kind of fortune too!
Wish all friends and family around me to be happy and healthy in the new year 2011!
Monday, December 13, 2010
Friday, December 03, 2010
八周年。。 这样吧了。。。
In the midst of quarreling:
Me: 你就是朋友大过天！
Him: 是啊！者样?!
Me: 八年前就不应该认识我，有朋友就好了啊！
对！就发生在12月1日。。八周年日。
I had nothing to say till 2 days later and on.. Dunno how long will it last.
T.I.R.E.D!
Me: 你就是朋友大过天！
Him: 是啊！者样?!
Me: 八年前就不应该认识我，有朋友就好了啊！
对！就发生在12月1日。。八周年日。
I had nothing to say till 2 days later and on.. Dunno how long will it last.
T.I.R.E.D!
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