Wednesday, March 09, 2011

朋友

那天,有人喝醉了问我:你有好朋友吗?
我竟需思考: 有好朋友吗?
我当人家是,就真的是吗?
我回答:有吧?!
他问:有我的好吗?
我不假思索的回答:没有!

真的。。没有吧!!

Tuesday, March 08, 2011

I love this song! 王力宏「你不知道的事」《戀愛通告》主題曲完整版MV 全球網路大首播



蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星
但几颗会落地

我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地
在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星
但几颗会落地

我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地
在心里清晰


你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

我飞行 但你坠落之际
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地
在心里清晰


你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

Saturday, March 05, 2011

How hard did I/We try?!

I doubt i am fated to have a rabbit baby.
Been hearing friend A, B, C giving birth, been pregnant but no news from myself at all.
But to be fair, how hard did we try ine first place?!

Nope! I remember we started trying in June last year and since then till now, I can count how many times did we actually 'carry out the process' in order to conceive a rabbit baby. 4-5 times e most out of 9mths which includes 2 holidays trips.
How failure is it?
I think my irregular menes is a problem but when I told the gynae abt e nos of time in the length of months, he commented we aren't trying then.
How do I put it across?!
I already told him, even we aren't trying for baby, the freq isn't right either.
I think I m the problem. Too fat, not attractive at all beside we are also too stress n tired.
I already did watever I can..
I give up!!!

Frankly I am sad, disappointed and its hurts.
But What can I do?! I had make the steps, speak up, actions but stills its take 2 hands to clap.
The other hand isnt responsing to it. I cant force it.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

新年快乐!


Its been some times since I last posted and CNY PH had actually passed us that fast.


This is the year of rabbit!! Hope everything will be fine for me, my family and all around me! :)


I hope the issue can be fix up ASAP to get things moving.



Everyone stay healthy in this year 2011!!

Friday, December 31, 2010

Looking back 2010


Today is the 1st last day of 2010.
After tmr, we will bid goodbye to 2010 and welcome 2011.
1 year just get past us quietly, unknowingly.

So what had I done / gotten this year?!

1. Got promoted finally in my 8 working year in the RED company
2. Senior left the team, leaving myself alone to fight against all new stuffs
3. First time taking commerical airline (not budget de!!) to Australia!! The trip that we had planned for that long and finally we were there.
4. During the Australia trip, first time experiencing winter! Cool! Love it! heehee.. (still nv see n feel snow before)
5. Get to know quite a nos of new friends thru Mr Tay.

That's all?! I cant think of much. Like nothing much achieve in this year..
Nvm, most impt is to learn to treasure whatever we have and simple is a kind of fortune too!

Wish all friends and family around me to be happy and healthy in the new year 2011!

Monday, December 13, 2010

人与人的关系


人与人的关系太复杂了, 也很累人。
累的让人想逃,远离人.
去享受不用在乎别人的感受,
不用替别人想,
不用担心的时候。
偶尔孤独,为何不可?!
孤独也可以是一种享受!

我怀念。。

Friday, December 03, 2010

八周年。。 这样吧了。。。

In the midst of quarreling:

Me: 你就是朋友大过天!
Him: 是啊!者样?!
Me: 八年前就不应该认识我,有朋友就好了啊!

对!就发生在12月1日。。八周年日。
I had nothing to say till 2 days later and on.. Dunno how long will it last.

T.I.R.E.D!

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Monday, October 18, 2010

I am DONE!

I am DONE!
I realised I had been pushed to the limit!
Not exactly what happened but I had reached there -->
I cant stand it.
I feel like crying!
Feel weak, sad and helpless even worthless..
I cant tahan!!
I am TIRED!! mentally extremely!!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

09/09/10 - 10/09/10 2D1N JB shopping outing! * LONG POST*

It is a rare chance! Our coll - Jac invited us to go Johor Bahru for a shopping trip with offer to sleep overnight at her place - actually her in law house.

09/09/10 - 6pm
We left office at around 610pm. We had planned to leave at 6pm sharp but being able to leave at 610pm is an achievement too! Haha.. Gerry's HB had offered to fetch and sent us to the custom. So nice of him!
We reached the Woodland causeway at around 645pm. Jac wasnt here yet. She called when we were on the way that she just left office! Thus, we cleared the custom and went down to the bus waiting area to join the queue. Actually we could have board the bus before she reached. Yes! We were all surprise! There were not of any long queue. Even Jac herself was very surprise! Haha.. She said we must have pray before we came.

around 730pm
We reached M'sia custom and yes.. no queue still. We cleared the custom together with Jac. Initially she was commenting that she shall wait for us at City Square while we cleared the custom. Haha.. Her wish wasnt granted.
Soon enough her husband came to fetch us. Hanks was introduced and we were brought to City Sqaure for dinner. He parked the car, we left the bags in the car and off we go. We were brought to Wan Sai - Hongkong cafe for dinner. I think it should be the same one as SG but taste wise is abit different. He treated us dinner, refuse to accept $$ from us. After dinner, he left to cafe with his laptop while Jac brought us to shopping.
I made the first purchase! Haha.. a tee shirt - RM$20
Then we went to Padini concept store where the ladies bought tee shirts at cheap rate from RM$9 to shoes at RM$69.90 I think . Gerry went to get shoes from Summit too. The last stop, Jac showed us the mooncake she got for her MIL. A very nice peranakan style packaging (photo in FB). Me and YK bought one set of the treasure box each instead.
By then most shops were closed! Haha.. In fact we were the last customers for the mooncake and they actually left with no cash and we were requested to pay via Credit cards. With that, Jac managed to get another 10% off for us. Nv know that She is a good bargainer!

around 10pm
Then we met up with her HB to get to the car. He brought us to this night bazar which is near to City sqaure but exact location, I am not sure. He said it is within walking distance from city sqaure. This night bazaar is open everyday but that night was super crowded as it was Hari Raya eve. It was just like our chinatown during CNY eve. There were lots of crocs shoes/sandals for sales at super cheap rates. Some we think shld be fake, some shld be auth which were rejected goods. Price were cheap! Gerry got a pair of sandals for her son (she said keep for future use) at only RM$5, I got a pair for Mr Tay at RM$50. It is the shoes kind. It come in the crocs cloth bag, not plastic bag!! Hanks gotten the same pair too. There wasnt any size 12 left so Gerry tried her luck at another store for a pair for her HB. We went back to the 1st store, she got it but no cloth bag however cos its over 12am and bargaining were so much easier she got hers at RM$45. We were saying that cloth bag cost RM$5! Hahaha...

10/9/10 - 12+MN
We went back to her inlaw place. It is a nice 3 storey high semi detached house. Her inlaw should be sleeping liao. We went up quietly to the 3rd storey where their bedroom and where we were be sleeping at. We presented her with our 'VISITATION GIFTS' - a box of poeny Jade Yam mooncake, 2 bottles of Moscato and some snacks for the doggies too! As usual, expected her reaction. Haha.. Then we drop the stuffs, change to shorts and off we were brought to eat supper. YES EAT AGAIN! haha... Its Ah piao wanton mee. This is the place where we come also for supper with my friends / Mr Tay's friends. I think location is behind the 大马巴刹. Purpose coming here also to show YK what is lok lok and the taste of it! haha.. Again he denied our $$ for the wanton mee and drinks. Luckily we managed to pay the lok lok.

2+AM - 3AM+
we were back at home finally! Waiting for our turns to bath. Jac opened a bottle of white wine which I cant recall the name of it. Only know its product of USA. It is very nice! smooth to drink and yet not too sweet. Then we went to bed ard 3+am, chasing her to sleep too. It had been a long time since I slept on a mattress on the floor with friends. Ma chaim camping sia! haha...

10/9/10 - 8+am
Woke up around this timing. Went down to see her dogs. So cute! I love the B-gal. Boy boy is too noisy liao. Wash up, change, went down to greet her in laws and off we go for breakfast cum lunch! Ba Ku teh at dunno where. I only know it is nearer to 2nd link. Nice one! with needle mushroom, tau pau, you tiao. They ordered
some pig trotters too. This meal cost RM$75 for 6 pax. She only accepted RM$10 from each of us.

11am
We reached the shopping centre around this timing. I dunno what is the name of the shoppin centre. Only know there is Jusco in it and also Daiso (which we never see leh). Bcos it was Hari Raya, JUSCO was not open till 1pm so we went for OLD TOWN coffee. We drank and chatted for a while before we go shopping, Jac's HB went off to the inlaw new place which is near the shopping centre. There we took our one and only pic during this trip! Haha.. It was insisted by Gerry for this pic to be taken otherwise no picture at all. We shopped various shoes shops, F.O.S outlets, brands outlets, had A & W for snack (too full for lunch), bought a hush puppy plush toy for Joe.


5+pm
Around 5+pm the HB came to fetch us to the new house.
Its a new estate I think. Quite a no. of units were still empty. It is like a condo area but filled with bunglow and semi D houses. There is only one in and out opening with security. There are swimming pools, playgound and basketball courts. Since there are facility, there is maintance fee - RM$170 monthly. There is also a jetty area where houses with their own speed boat can use. Jac said it lead to SG sentosa area. Their hse is a corner SEMI D. Heard the in law bought 2 untis but sold the other one when prices were good. It is very BIG as compare to their current living one. This one is a 2 storey SEMI D but with a huge garden area. The pouch area can park 4-5 cars (mind you their cars are all big cars - Toyota Harrier and Mitsuitshi Prejo). The in law bedroom is about 2 of my bedroom, excluding a walk in wardrode which is ard my bedroom size and there is still a toilet with a single pax jaccuzi tub! The balacony area is also ard my bedroom size! There we played with the new batteried operated motorbike and bicycle, walk around the estate. The FIL said he want to treat us dinner! So around 7pm, we went for dinner. It was quite a nice dinner where we had quite light hearted moments with the family.

9+PM
After dinner, we bidded goodbye and thanks them for their hosting and we were brought back to the old house to get our stuffs. We were sent back to city square where I did last min shopping before popping over to the custom. I bought another set of mooncake - the pernakan style set and a baby milo polo tee. We reached SG around 1030pm.
It was a tiring but super fun filling tip.
We were saying dun mind to go for another round but maybe just a day trip. Dun want to bother Jac and her family.

Total Damages:
1 tee
2 polo tee
1 pair of crocs shoes
2 mooncake sets
2 chewing gums
2 packets of pork floss rice crackers

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Item revealed


Above picture credit to reebonz.com

Picture taken on my own.

It is actually men's series but I love zip around wallet.. Who cares?!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Random

I went movie with Mr Tay and 2 of his friends last friday. It is my first time to meet one of them, the one had seen but no conversation make.
I am trying to be as friendly as possible but still I feel out of place.
After the show, we went down the escalator and off they turn out of the building to smoke.
I feel being deserted! I dun like this feeling at all. It is not the first time such thing had happened. I realise whenever his friends are around, he forget about me! Yes! I agreed you tend to get crazy when all of your buddies are around but U cant be forgetting u got a wife and simply forget about her presense.
I am not saying that you cant get crazy, at least let me know. Not just turn n go MIA, while ur wife is there, beside u, not familiar with the rest and dunno where u had gone to?! Sound like an idiot right?!
I speak my mind to him that night after his friends left.
The journey back home remain silent and all the way till we reached home.
I do not know if he is angry or digesting what I am saying.
Anyway I dun feel that I am in any wrongs when I speak that.

On Sunday, we went to the airport to send off a friend of his - he is going USA for studies for 4 years!
With his big bunch of buddies again.
This time round, I feel that he just stick by my side, like not being himself. ( I think he is reminding himself of what I said on friday nite)
When they went out to smoke, he looked at me and I got to shoo him to go with them.

I wonder will he left me out for all their future gathering in order not to place himself in a difficult spot?
or rather he will not go for such gathering if he can sense the tendency that I will be neglected again.

I think he had mistaken my message across.

Hai.. I think we need more trial and error before we can strike a balance.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

当我们同在一起!

每次吵架,我都会想如果我没有结婚, 现在应该有很多事都不一样吧。
没事干嘛找麻烦,自己一个人不是好好的过下去吗?!
可有时候,两个人在一起,没吵架时,就会很高兴的还好我找到了他!
其实两个人在一起,并不一定会吵架。
只要多点容忍,多点以大局为重,少以自我为中心,少一点坚持,架就吵不起来了!
我不一定对的!他也不一定得让我!
这点我的认真的学学!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

A diff kind of investment.


I just bought something.
A kind of investment.
Shld be of good workmanship and lasting since material is leather.
It is not cheap but still at the acceptable level.
Furthermore there is interest free installament plan! Haha..

Reveal later when I receive it.. ;p

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Holidays..

Ever since I am back from Aussie holiday, my holiday mood stays.
I had been trying to find out where else can I go, where/ which cards got the best deal.
Recently my friend suggested 2D1N Genting and I am very looking forward for it! (Got to wait till Oct10)

As I am looking thru the travels deals available, dont talk about those with super high travel fee, impossible to go trips,
there are actually many short trips that I can go - no need specially save up for it de.
Then, something stop me.. Not enough leaves! Haha.. Without that, Got $$ also cant go anywhere.
Another thing that bother me is Mr Tay. He cant go for leave as and when he apply for it. Basically his 'tao kay' will be unhappy if he go on leave too frequently.
Meaning I cant just plan a over the weekend trip as and when, We cant go anywhere also during long weekend when there is a PH cos usually that is his busiest period. Infact, whenever there is a PH, I am usually working with him. The most is we got half a day off.
I dun like that!!

I suggested places to go, during which period with consideration of is it possible for him to get away.
Reply: need to check with 'tao kay' if they have plans, can go, cannot go etc.
But when the 'tao kay and tao kay neo' going to travel, we were usually not being inform till the last min.
And even last min, we arent being inform, we are just being told that need to work on both weekends due to the fact cos they arent around.
Should not it be a mutual thing?
Ok I know its not the first time I am complaining abt his job liao but just need to rant! hahahaha...

Sometimes, I am dreaming how life will be different if he had accepted the Aussie posting..
Ok I am dreaming again.. Haha..


Updated at 19/8/2010
I am not dreaming after all. We went for dinner ytd nite. We were chatting over various issues and he told me he got a call again from RSAF asking him if he is interested to be back to the force! Oh my.. well we all know his answer but this phone did stir him up abit thus he was sort of complaining abt his current job status.

Monday, August 02, 2010

One month passed

Today marked 1 month since our Australia Holiday.
Hai.. I think our heart nv really follow us back home. Its still out there wondering.
Wondering when is the next holiday and where shall we go..

Well, still need to be back to reality and face the world after all.

Ytd, my MIL brought grandma over to our house. They started their nagging on us to give birth. Ohh.. my MIL started too! She even mentioned to get a maid, she can help to look after the maid as well as the baby.. I never thought that she will want to look after baby..

Oh my! That is another issue.
We shall settle that when I really got preggy! haha..

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

What do you call a day which ended late due to OT in office; hungry due to no dinner although got snack and yet still end up quarrel fiercely with ur other half?!
The main issue is, dunno what is the reason I am being shoot!!!

Monday, July 19, 2010

Great Holiday; now left with the memories..

Its a great holiday with lots of FIRST TIME experiences.
And now both of us are still experiencing withdrawal symptoms - holiday withdrawals. Haha..
I like Australia and I missed it more than going back to taiwan or BKK.
I even thought if I cant get a job to relocate there, can I go over to study instead? a year will do also! ahaha..

Below is a list of the FIRST TIME I had in this trip:

First time I boarded a normal flight instead of budget. To enjoy snacks even on a 2 hours domestic flight!
First time I went to an 'ang mo' country.
First time experiencing winter, although there isnt any snow, the cool and dry weather is indeed an experience. I love to be in jacket and yet does not sweat.
First time I feel that lip balm and moisturizer are so so impt; esp lip balm.
First time going on holiday for just the 2 of us. Previous tours were all done with friends other than the 1st Batam trip we had.
First time staying in an studio apartment that we can cook our own dinner!! Having red / white wine for almost every dinner at Melbourne cos wine there are simply so cheap!!
First time missing a flight! Haha.. Woke up an hour late, took a $50 (AUD$52 to be exact) cab to airport to realise that we were still late as luggage need to be checked in 30min before boarding time. We reached there at 830am where the flight is at 9.05am. Lucky us! The CSO managed to put us on the next available flight without any additional cost although she was mumbling: "no changes and amendment for sales fare!"
First time experiencing flight delay for almost 5 hours but landed us on the biggest commercial air plane currently - A380. It is really big and spacious. Cool!

I cant wait for the next holiday..
(comforting) telling myself to work harder for the next holiday although how I wish I can board on a plane right now to anywhere else except SG.
I fall in love in taking planes! Haha.. (This trip alone, we took 5 planes! To and fro and in between 3 domestic flights)

PS: PICs are up in Facebook!

Thursday, July 01, 2010

Holiday is coming!

Its a long wait.. but its coming! Flying off tmr. Cant wait for it.

Check out Mel's weather, looks super cool! Love it!

But tuesday weather doesnt look good. We will be going Philip Islands to see Penguins but apparently its seems to be raining that day. Hope the weather turn better!

Monday, June 28, 2010

A gift from myself!!

A Present for myself - initally as birthday present. Now cum a reward to myself hardwork also.
Just nice size to replace my coach skinny. Got a bill compartment and behind there is a zipper for coins! Hee.. I like the bright green candy color!